Sunday, October 17, 2004

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Oh i am finally a lil' tanned now. Hehe.. had volleyball training for the past 3 days.. and i survived! hehe.. sense of satisfaction. However muscles still aching. But nvm i like my tan now hehe.. But aiya soon will fade away. Cos my skin is easily whitenized. haha..

but anyway, i was serving stage ytd. I was so last minute informed about that so i didn't really have any mental prep, so kind of out of control when i came to know it. I actually freaked out. That's one thing bad about me la.. freak out easily. Call that low self-confidence, i donno. Svc was about money and wealth. and it kept reminding me that i have to go up stage later.. Ya so butterflies started to flutter in my stomach.. But seriously i don understand why. As in, i've been on stage for so many times.. moreover this time was only for a few seconds. maybe even less than 10. maybe diff situation reacts differently. Anyway, i went up late for offering.. and it was so obvious. Received the wrong signal and was also unaware of the new change.. sigh.. nvm if u don understand hehe.. But it was my first time up so.. still forgivable (is that the right spelling?) My spelling is so bad. I didn't know how to spell disasterous today. And that's a disaster. I think my mind's not functioning quite well now u know.. i just asked "Will you get sweaty palms if you hold someone's sweaty palm?" Engchang, thanks for laughing, but i still feel proud for asking that =P HAHA..

Oh ya i went out with minmin (simin la actually) today hehe.. it was enjoyable shopping with her. Cos she will give really direct opinion about stuff. Ah i like. We bought presents for our classmates hehe.. so broke now. haha it's kind of weird, a lot of my friends' bdays are saturated during this period. Hmm maybe 9 mths ago.. which is the start of the yr.. their parents wanted a new start.. (new yr new beginning.. haha sounds cliche) so they... erm.. hehe =) okie now i'm thinking too much. But sounds convincing? Hehe..

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